my.bitter.SWEET <3

Revisited.

2010-09-15T10:51:00.005+08:00

Yeah yeah u are not looking at the wrong site,
im actually updating ma blog (Can't believe Sept 2009 post still appear in the main page)

I can't believe i ran out of words,
not knowing what to type like really ?
HOW do i come out with all the words in all the previous posts ? HAHAHA!

Watched with lingling,chin and butter on sunday,
the part which really made ma tear were them hugging each other crying how they afraid losing each other.

Searching soulmates has been one of the things-to-do in life,
we felt in love, we got heart broken, we tear and we stand up searching for love again.
The process just goes on searching for that soulmate,
that very soul that is waiting to be found.

If you are lucky to have found that very soul,
who accepts your weakness (make it you have very bad temper or u fart every few seconds which in the end all these elements were cute to them! HAHA! ITS JUST EXAMPLE OK ! IT DOES NOT APPLY TO ME!),
who will take care and shower you when u are very sick,
who you know they will always be there for you,
appreciate it.

Stop searching, stop demanding for more because
none is perfect.
It's 2 imperfect puzzles that need to be matched,
for a beautiful picture.

I always love wedding vows,
It's beautiful yet meaningful.

"I offer you my solemn vow to be your faithful partner in sickness and in health,
in good times and in bad, and in joy as well as in sorrow.
I promise to love you unconditionally, to support you in your goals, to honor and respect you, to laugh with you and cry with you, and to cherish you for as long as we both shall live."

To be able to vow,
these 2 soulmates must be very in love.

Howevern,
the other version of vow i saw from gossip girl made me tear !
It's so beautiful i wanna share with you all.

Cyrus : I, Cyrus take you to be no other than yourself.
Eleanor : I give you my love,
i am my beloveds
and my beloved is mine.

ISNT THAT LIKE BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN ?!!!
I have watched this scene like more than 6 times ! AT LEAST 6 times i watch !
Short and lovely enough =)

So if you have got heart broken,
got cheated,
don't stop.
Cry over it, go bang the wall, go eat whatever that cheer you up or maybe try bungee jumping.

Never give up searching for that someone,
who will be there for you,
ANYTIME.

Owh for people who misses me so much !

I know you love me =)
please please ignore the dark circle,
IM AN AUDITOR CAN ! HAHAHA !

(Picture taken at 石狮)

There was never a night or a problem that could defeat sunrise or hope. Today is another day.

Honghongtan♥

Dream and Reality

2010-03-07T14:22:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you just dream of getting something
but it seems to be so unrealistic or near impossible for you
to get it
to reach it
to feel it.

In the very end,
will you give up on dreaming and move on
or do you still believe in it though it might not come true.

Confession.

2010-02-18T10:45:00.002+08:00

Dear Mum,

I have so many things to tell you,
yet i don't wanna worry you.

I just want you to be healthy and happy.

Dear son.

I have so many things I have not told mum about situation back here,
even telling her about me skipping dinner makes her worry.

I'm a grown up now,
be strong and face it !

Every problem have a solution to it,
every locks has its own key,
every heart has an owner,
I heard that a heart will be only perfect if you found another person to take care of it.

I guess i'll have to find the solution, the key and the owner then.

I love you mum,
don't worry I'll take care of maself,
loving the body and soul that u gave me =)

You're Beautiful

2010-02-09T09:27:00.011+08:00

I don't deny that i went all the way to club or to the city sitting down sipping coffee just to look at gorgeous peoples around,
the way they doll up,
the shopping bags they carries
and of course what i like to see most,
features of humans( oh yeah i loveeeeeeee looking at faces because no one has 100% identical features not even twins)

The first thing i see on a human,
not their sexy legs nor their eyes but nose.
Yes,
the first thing i see on anyone passing by me from an infant to old folks is their nose,
maybe because i think i don't have a gorgeous one (I WAN HIGHER NOSE BRIDGE!!!)
or just that i'm weird.

I used to tell mum how desperate I want to have plastic surgery not on anywhere else but nose,
a tall sharp gorgeous attractive nose,
but mum always say that mine is gorgeous enough and i don't need them(i think she lie lie oni lorh cause dun wan sponsor me T_T).

Now i'm a grown up(hmm I THINK! HAHA)
though deep in ma heart i still feel that everyone elses nose are gorgeous but mine
I now decided that plastic surgery is a bad bad choice because having braces is already one of the item in I REGRET DOING IT list,
i kind of misses what god and mum gave me

the cute little tiger teeth i used to hate so much (i still remember stupid primary friends ask me whether do i suck blood RAWR ! maybe i should suck theirs for asking me such a ques and giving me sleepless nite worrying i'll turn into a vampire and suck daddy and mummy's blood)

So i wonder what if after having a tall nose bridge i then have to complain ma face is too big to match the pair of nose then i'll have to sharpen ma face,
then ma tiny little eyes might not bring out the features of ma face but a pair of huge gorgeous blinky blinky (maybe honey brown)eyes,
then a need to have sexy abs to carry out the face(cannot be a guy with such a great features matching a fat tummy),
then i might not be tall enough to carry out the body i need to add bones into ma legs,
maybe a tan skin tone to give me more masculinity(though i wish to have fair white skin because it looks clean!)
oh i might need a brazilian wax by that time too because i'll be going to the beach to show off ma sexy body(without body hair ! WAKAKA)

In the very end i might look like

THIS ! (gosh it will cost me a fortune ! HAHAHAHA!)

OR You women(who is reading ma blog) may looks like

THIS !

LIFE WILL BE SO WONDERFUL no ?
every pair of eyes will just follow wherever you go,
no matter what you are wearing(in their mind u better don't wear anything) or what you are carrying.

One question,
How long beauty stays ?

Another,
How do you define beautiful ?

All these questions kind of bombard me after staying with a both old couple,
what will we be when we are old ?
They seems to wake up had breakfast and went into their room watching tv,
maybe went out and walk around and go back to their own room,
uncle will be cleaning his antiques and auntie will be cleaning the house again and again and again,
cleaning any single dust in the house.

What will ma life be when i'm old ?
Will I be sitting down there(alone?) watching tv 24/7?
Wake up super early-breakfast-TV-NAP(old ppl loves doing this)-lunch-tv-NAP-tv-dinner-tv-SLEEP super early?

All these question sum into one big question,
What are we doing here on earth ?
or do u want it to be WHAT ON EARTH ARE WE DOING HERE?

I took ma own sweet time walking from home to office(which is so very long to me)
thinking and thinking all these questions(which i have yet to find an answer to them)

Are we here cause we want to learn?
Why do we learn ?
We gain knowledge and we saves people, help victims in courts or even passing down the education(in short TO WORK)
but then another question came,
What for ? MONEY you say ?
then i'll have another question,
you work so hard for money and you have wealth but in the end you have no health,
in the end you spend a fortune trying to keep yourself survive (let's say in a luxury hospital) having to suffer from surgery or even needles,
and then you are dead.

Can you bring your money along?

So there it goes another circle back to the topic,
Why are we here?
Wanting so hard being gorgeous and have every single attention on you?
In the end you might have everyone looking at you when you are young but what if from

This and this(though i think the ads really sells HAHA),
you turn into

This and this ?
Will you still be buying ARMANI if they are still modeling for the ads ?

Money is immortal,
but beauty can be,
if you found true love,
who will still loves you and think that you are gorgeous(when your hair turns grey, when you start losing your teeth,when your gorgeous face wrinkled up or even boobs hanging down due to the forces of gravity),
and of course love who will stay with u through thick and thin,
it doesn't matter if it's your partner, your family or your friends,
as long as it's LOVE.

That's why i felt in love with Sonnet 18 even the first time reading it,
it is so beautifully written.

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimmed;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance, or nature's changing course untrimmed;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st;
Nor shall death brag thou wand'rest in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

(William Shakespeare, 1609)

I think my answer to why I AM HERE (because everyone has diff answers-to them wealth might still stands for them),
is to search for happiness,
still it takes (at least) two to tango,
laughing at someone elses joke,
their funny faces or even sometimes misses someone so much can make you happy,
so indirectly i need to search for LOVE.

Though money can still buy love(what about true ones?),
can buy attention,
can buy you almost everything(even bring you to the outer space),

but do they buy you LONG TERM HAPPINESS ?

Friends and of course family(though i don't think they will be reading this),
I love you and please if god thinks that it's time for me to go back before you,
don't mourn too long,
smile or laugh thinking how silly boy i am,
making funny faces, telling silly jokes, or maybe me maself already looks funny and keep me in your memory,
so that i'll be immortal,
the love between us will be immortal,
because if i love seeing you guys happy,
just a smile will do !(better if it's a big grin from ears to ears) NGEK !

I know you guys still can't resist all these temptation so i share share with you la new ARMANI model ! sharing is caring ma !

and of course ma picture for you guys who misses me a lot !

MUAH !!!
MISSES U GUYS TOO ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

Honghongtan♥

一月二十八日，我哭了

2010-01-30T01:20:00.001+08:00

今天很开心因为CLIENT请吃又加上MELISSA 打了电话给我说：“薪水出了！还不来拿！！！”

哈哈~心里开心但是在工作只能明天回公司领了。

做工到9.30PM 有点累但是还蛮期待明天的来临，

明天就是新的一天也是更接近回家过年的日子。

到了MRT 站已经10PM 了又不能申请BROADBAND 只好到面包店买了晚餐，

随便就挑了比较便宜的面包因为又不是很饿加上有点累了想早点休息（也因为要省钱-嘻嘻^^）

在回家路途一边吃，一边看看四周，

当要过马路时就很习惯的想要把书包放在身前，

就看到拉链开了，

看不到我的钱包心急了起来，

马上就拿起电话问起朋友我应该怎么办（都不敢让家人担心所以没给他们打了）。

朋友一直叫我冷静的找，

穿着皮鞋的脚开始跑了起来，

眼睛不断的在寻找，

声音也开始抖了起来因为我第一担心的就是我的EP（没EP可以回家吗？！！！可以工作吗？！！），

第二就是我的宝贝钱包！

第三当然是钱！！！！！！

跑回了面包店问了也说没有，

想了想刚有两个男的在我经过时站了起来，

然后都是在我后面过后转弯就不见让我很担心。。。

朋友叫我报警，

我长这么大真的不懂要怎样，

何况我根本不知道警察局在哪！

在等待朋友来陪我找同时我还在不停的找，

一直走回经过的路途（还看了看其中一个垃圾桶==），

最后还是在公园找到了就赶快通电话让朋友知道。

就在公园坐了下来（脚软了），

心还扑通扑通跳动着，

看着漆黑的环境，

一阵冷风的吹来让我留下了泪，

我突然觉得很无助，很害怕孤单。

对，

我，终于哭了。

想家，寂寞，适应新环境虽然困难但是都很勇敢的面对都没哭。

但是今天我终于哭了。。。

一个人，

坐在公园哭了起来，

都不管别人的眼光嚎嚎大哭了，

哭到其中一边的隐形眼镜都掉了。。。

那时的我多么希望有个人就只需要坐在那边安慰和陪伴我。

过了半个小时，

就以半清楚半模糊的视线走回家，

了解了盲的和夜盲症人的慌张，

他们的孤单。

妈就在半途中打来了，

不想让她担心的我还跟她分享了薪水出了的消息，

还跟她说说做工都还不错，

听到她开心，安心的语气都是我做儿子想要听到的。

挂了，

我与我的影子，

模糊的回家，

现在写完了就要一个人在那双人床睡觉了，

希望明天会是美好的一天。

对不起了朋友们，

让你们担心了起来。

Dreams

2010-01-22T17:42:00.003+08:00

Remember when we were young we'll be asked to fill in the AMBITION part every year?

Police is ma 1st choice !
YEAH i know right ! HAHAHAHA ! I used to thought being a police is something YENG about !
All James bond's fault !
After seeing police tend to get more bullets in action ,
i gave up ! I KIA SI ! XD

Then teacher is ma second choice,
this is kind of an influence from my mum,
i kind of want to take her step (like what most of the people are doing) because mum is always my idol, i love her so much i want to be like her ! a teacher !
come on name me a job that has the longer holiday than a teacher-NONE !
Still, growing up tells me that being a teacher(somemore now cannot provide tuitiion outside!) will not be enough for ma expenses and ma dream of traveling around(DISNEYLAND!!!)

Ma third choice is accountant(which is what i am currenly doing),
yeah i have been writing accountant in the ambition part since primary 2,
why you asked ?
honestly, that's because i don't know what else to write beside police and teacher i went asking ma mum and she name me a few.
Doctor ? (no no no BLOOD EWWW! but i love chemistry class)
Lawyer? ( Har so many things to remember)
Engineer( I have no idea what that is last time)
Accountant ( Yeah here come something that is related to NUMBERS and it used to be on the top list of what is the better paid job)

so ACCOUTANT it is.

Then i went growing up,
still not knowing what my real interest are,
i've decided to take up the course i'm best at (numbers and accounts).

Between the stage of being a MAN(YEAH I KNOW I'm 21 ALREADY),
i kind of have interest in so many different kind of things,
curiosity or love i'm still confused.

Deep inside i have so many dreams,
I want to be this this this and that ! Which one should i be ?
What is weird is accountant is not in the list now.

Now i am almost done with it(hopefully i pass the last few papers),
still i have no idea is this what i really want and continue to work for my future.
Maybe through these years i may love it or i may not,
it is still good to learn.

Since i took this path i should at least get some experience out of it,
learn something from it.
If in the end I find that this is not ma cup of tea I am so gonna try other different things.
There are tooo many things that are attractive !
Photography is one thing I feel like going deeper,
learning more of it.

It's never too late though,
Russell James (one of the photographer i am impressed of especially the underwater ROLEX picture which i could not find in the net),
A relative latecomer to professional photography, Russell lived a nomadic existence until becoming ‘obsessed’ with photography at the age of 30. Up to then, he had experimented with a number of careers, starting work in a metal factory in Perth, Australia, aged 15, before becoming a labourer, a tradesman and even a police officer for a couple of years! But rather than being a hindrance to his career, Russell has found that the broad knowledge and experience he acquired in those earlier years have given him a greater insight into subjects and influenced his perception of images through the lens. Yeah he only start at the age of 30 and now he's with Victoria Secret (woot woot) and Rolex and all WHAT MORE DATING KRISTIN DAVIS !!! (Charlotte from Sex and the City) !

So now I've to put my other dreams aside,
working on what i should do now and maybe fulfilling my dream along the way.
This is REALITY.

‘The harder I work the luckier I get’.
That is the truth of success.

Here i share with you some shots from James ( Personally still love the Rolex one!)

I have weird-dates-phobia( but i saw GARY CHAW)

2009-09-10T00:23:00.005+08:00

YEAH IT's 090909 !!!
I KNOW I KNOW and i'm already expecting something to happened,
if i am not wrong something happened to me on 060606 and 070707,
i think i'm kind of safe on 080808 and here it comes 090909....

I woke up rushing here and there took ma phone and think twice not to bring another one,
in short i only brought one(because it's smaller) and left home.
On the way listening to RADIO saying there are so many ppl registering today because it's a beautiful day - 长长久久so i thought maybe nothing will happened to me this year (am here wishing every couple 长长久久 alright ^^)

Then i reached Pyramid and work out,
MANA TAU EVEN BEFORE WORK OUT ! MA PHONE IS DEAD !
it is actually DEAD before i work out~
I WAS LIKE HOWWWWWWW !!! HOW TO CONTACT ANYONE T____T
*Baru saja tuan scolded me for not using public phone but I DONT WANT USE AH BLEK !*

but u are still hurting me so much,
i couldn't bear it,
i don't know how.

I was lucky that ma fren went meeting me there,
borrowed her battery and smsed important ones.
OK SO FINE I WAS LUCKY THEN !

WASN't THAT BAD actually~
Somemore can have sedap food and shopping at night,
saw GARY CHAW GE having dinner with his family at Vietnamese kitchen,
he was like covering covering scared ppl can recognise him !
OF COURSE WE CAN FROM THE WAY HE DRESS AND TATTOO !
he should have wore a Tshirt and Cap instead of VEST and exposing his tattoo~

Ma mum just can't get her eyes off from him =..=
HE IS MARRIED OK MUM SO DO U ! XD

and watched GAMER premiere with bitch dan lain-lain at night !
don't really like the movie much,
more like the view u got from playing counter strike ! KAKAKA~
maybe i'm just not into those action movie but ppl like DIEHARD ok ! or izzit DIEHEART ! WATEVER LA CAN ! as long as i know something like that XD

OK FINE IT WAS ACTUALLY A GREAT DAY !
Just don't scare me with phone dead anymore because ppl don't use public phone one !

Me and ma new hair wish u all happy 090909 !!! *TUAN UR SMS REPLIED HERE ! I WISHED U BACK LIAO ! U BETTER LOVE MA NEW HAIR*

LOVE MA HAIR NO ? XD

I'm afraid.

2009-09-08T21:28:00.004+08:00

I'm afraid,
ma nerves tell me so,
the way ma heart beat tell me so.

I just can't stop thinking
why am i like this ?
how would it be ?
should i or shouldn't i ?
what have i made maself turned into?

I don't wanna get out of track,
I don't wanna be leftout,
I dislike losing ma direction,

I just don't wanna be LOST.

how i wish i can breakdown,
cry all i want from ma heart,
fell rock bottom and then stand up,
but i just couldn't...
I'm just still where i am,
FLOATING.

I miss your lips

Say no to H1N1 !!!

2009-08-25T22:19:00.004+08:00

SURPRISE !!!
I KNOW U ARE SURPRISE CAUSE U DIN SEE ME BACK IN one month time right ?
Gosh i miss the feeling of blogging daily,
i've been a very good boy today ! i washed ma bag, i clean ma shoe and i wash DISHES(kena instructed one ooops) !!!
other time was used to adjusting derrick and jean's birthday celebration pictures,
u guys can see it SOON XD

and then it's nite time and derrick saw me displaying ma mask pic and he too join to display

anyway i really think that ppl who are sick should stop going out,
who know it might just be a normal flu or cough still u dont have to spread it around right ?
be considerate and responsible alright,
let's stop it from spreading around the country.

I know u miss my one day per picture blog !
I MISS IT TOO ! it reminds me that after owning ma bbcam(dslr cam), i've camwhore lesser(much much lesser, it used to reach 50 pic per day, CAMWHORE ONI TAU!) and other ppl's pic increases instead ! HAHAHAHA !
and then picture tend to increase in rocket amount and then it accumulates and ended up i am not able to update daily !
I AM WORKING HARD TOWARDS THAT ALRIGHT !
gimme motivation and support ! YEAH YEAH !

For ppl who loves me,

Honghongtan♥

May 2009

2009-08-20T04:53:00.000+08:00

SEE TOLD U I WILL BE BACK SOON !
bababa ! i wanna finish this and move on move on !
I JUST WANNA UPDATE TILL THE RECENT ONES ~!!!
but looking through my folder,
the amount of picture taken is getting lesser...
izzit because i'm getting older or izzit because i'm hanging out lesser ? meh~

1st of may
MUM ! I AM STUDYING AT DESA PARK ~
i didnt have fun there ok ! i so remember i studied till i had headache that day~
and then i went out and got maself some fresh air and enjoyed the view of ppl playing kites~
I WANNA PLAY KITES !
david always bully me say i'm fei kei wong =C

went home and stewart brought us this !
KRISPY KREME !!! but it was so out of expectation,
i dont think they are good, is this what they serve overseas ?
why izzit so hot selling overseas ? it's too sweet to me, so not my taste.
even the acceptable ones are original flavour which are too sweet either.

but still thank you stewart yang selalu menyayangi keluarga XD

2may2009
An unexpected one day trip suggested by mr.stewart !

It's another memorable one day trip with mua FAMILY members ~
*since it is an unexpected one,
i didnt bring ma BBCAM along~
so all the pictures have to be taken with cal's camera,
poor thing bbcam have to stay at home not following me to trip*

I WAN MORE TRIPS !
I WANNA TAKE MORE PICTURES !!!
I WAN MORE SEAFOOD !
I WAN MORE MORE !!!

on the way there,
according to them stewart sleep wherever he goes and picture proves everything !
and that's me in ma short hair !!!

PULAU KETAM HERE WE COME !

don't ask me wat's with his face XD

the little boy 2 row infront me XD

FRIED ICE CREAM ! YUM !

and glorious food ! go pulau ketam of course must makan KETAM !!!

walked around pulau ketam and finish walking within half an hour XD

sayang and i.

kesayanganku.

pose betul ! SHOW U MA SHORT SHORT SHAVED HAIR LA !

while waiting for the boat back.

Fav shot of the day by honghongtan :

3may2009

HAIR CUT DAY (for xiao mei and stewart)
YENG KAN !

7may2009

studying at starbucks, centrepoint.
i know i'm such a goodie boy ! mama should gimme good boy awards.

8may2009

i know u miss me ! XD
went minum minum with sayang !

SUPPOSE TO BE STUDY TRIP but i had terrible headache that day(because of the weather i think)

so ended up i drove to kepong and have RAMLI burger XD
don't ask me why all the way(most of it is done by sayang) there to have that burger,
I DONT KNOW TOO ! XD
I JUST FEEL LIKE IT CAN !

9th may 2009
Me is the vegetarian ( yeah that salad is mine),
me is the photographer,
me is the waiter,
me is their friend,

that hippo is the one who always try to have smaller face than me in the pic,
that sha lala that is ma hot hot yi ma ! XD

They say 21st is just another birthday to them,
nothing special ?

we are special enough to u all no?

May their wishes come true,
Happy Birthday.

Don't ask me how all these taste,
i'm a vegetarian that day so i only had salad,
but they looks good no ? (of course la who is the photographer sia)

the secondary gang !
i kind of miss my short hair now ! SHOULD I CUT ?!!

the prize giving and speech recording XD

2nd round at republic ! MINUM MINUM !
i good boy hor ! i no drink beer ! i drink ginger ale nia !

oh my fav pic of the day !

16th may 2009
Rachel's BIG DAY !!!

This is ma very first time attending the FULL PROCEDURE of a wedding,
i was excited when aunt ask me to help in shooting them putting on the veil on the bride.

I have no idea about how rachel herself is really feeling
but from the viewfinder of ma bbcam,
i can see the mixture of feeling in the bride's expression,
just like the rojak you can get here in malaysia ! XD

HAHAHA ! SIFU SIFU !
NEXT TIME U ALL HAVE TO HELP ME DO ALL THESE WOH !
REMEMBER U ALL PUNYA PROMISE WOH XD

Tea ceremony is a tradition that they didn't forgo,
i have angpau to get too ! HAHA !

After tea ceremony we headed to church and ma bbcam went dead on me ( didn't charge battery the day before),
so i've miss one of the most important part in the wedding which is the vows,ring exchange and the woot woot kissing part
but luckily they have loads of photographer taking those pics of the ceremony,
can't wait to see them =)

oh she's so cute !
once we say come take pic then she take her hand up and pose !
so have the potential to become miss malaysia XD
*waves and cries*

and then it's the wedding dinner.
The food was great !
The first wedding dinner i actually went shooting around,
most of the wedding is not really close one wat~
Rachel is the cousin i know since i'm born ! HAHAHA !
still remember going to her room reading all her comics when i'm just a kid !

TIME FLIES ~!!! NOW SHE's MARRIED !

I have to say this again,
the fooood is great ! YUM YUM !
It's a very entertaining dinner cause u have the groom's band and all performing,
and of course solo performance by the groom himself ! It's as cool as the hair he carries !
and of course it's great to see all the relatives back especially big aunt ! =)

the rocky groom and the pretty bride !

YAM !!!! yeah the guy who open his mouth most big is GARY ! HAHAHAHA !
want to know him ? get contact from me !
WAHAHA !
he so super high gei that day XD

"Your happiness begins
With your wonderful wedding day.
You’ll share everything together;
Through it all, your love will stay.

Congratulations to you,
As you begin your happy life.
May all good things be yours,
As new husband and new wife."

20may2009
TERRY's BIRD-DAY @ tgi friday , the curve

The first impression i have on him is OMG that guy has the same shirt as me(diff colour)
and eventually we find each other have something in common,

SHOPPING.

Then,
our bond grow stronger with the days we shop,
(MUM ! he's the one who teaches me how to shop! Credit card bills on him ! HAHAHA!).

He's there (laughing at me huhu) in ma lowest point of ma life,
supporting me and making sure i stay strong,
and he's there inviting me to club frequently (ooops ! mum he's the one too!),
and he's there making ma life interesting.

I'm sorry if i did or said anything wrong to you,
releasing ma temper once in a while( not really that often anyway =X),
and ffk-ed your yamcha session uncountable times(ppl busy ma).

I'm being thankful for having you in ma life,
it added some colour to it,
making the art so beautiful that everyone envies,

Happy Birthday
happy birthday
and i wish this birthday you are really happy =)

while waiting for food we went shooting around XD

yummilicious food !

MA !!! SEE ! LOOK LOOK ! TERRY SERVES ME ! *proudness*

him and his dai kat lai si drink !
GRAVEYARD SIA ! try order that on your birthday !
CHOI CHOI CHOI !

and then this guy came singing

and the super high terry went up the stool and start shaking his butt*for real*
somemore spank his own big fat ass ! XD

AND THEN AND THEN !

this happens !
WANNA KNOW THE STORY ?!! DAMN FUNNY ONE LO I TELL U!
they were like suggesting wanna take group pic then ok lo~
Terry was like eh WHY ALVIN NOT COMING~
then alvin was like oh yeah why not join the grop pic hor~
so poor thing photographer like me cannot join in one
and then and then when i was like one-two-thweee~

everyone smile happily

AND THEN THEY SMACK THEM WITH CREAM ! OMG SO FUNNY !
now i felt lucky for being the photographer and not getting the cream XD

terry was like SHIT SHIT ! I CANT SEE A THING !
HAHAHAHAHA !

and then it's bitch fight between ah gor and him
i was lucky to have a reason for having bbcam with me so DO NOT EVERY TRY TO CREAM ME !

ended up how these bitches looks like XD

i have to sit there wait them to clean up for house staring at the cake without cutting it!
SUFFERING TAU !

he's the happy boy with cream ! XD

22 may 2009 @ shogun one utama

Foood foood food !
glorious sushis and sashimi~
i'm the one with the strategy attacking the sashimi forgetting about the oyster until we are too full to take anymore food,
there were a few new menu but none of them actually attracted me,
as usual only salmon sashimi, salmon sushi and potato salad is ma fav
tried their honeydew sago and it's gooooooood !

It was a fun day thanks to sayang !
hope there is more to come XD
LALALA~

MARCH TOWARDS THE TARGET !!!

ROUND ONE TING TING TING !!!
ALL MY LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

WAKAKAKAKAKA !!! SAYANG SO CUTE !!!

ROUND 2 !!!

round 2 already this happened...we are pushing responsibility cause we cannot finish them.
ROUND 2 ITSELF U KNOW !

the stupid temaki yang tak putus-putus !

we have yummilicious ginseng tea and honeydew sago for round 3!

round 4 which is the dessert round !
not yummy at all ! what i can say is their dessert is the suckiest out of so many buffets i had ! i mean not that it's not nice but it's so normal i dont feel it's nice XD

TOO FULL ~ RESTING.

round 5 !

and that's it ! WE ARE DONE !!! DEFEATED AFTER 5 ROUNDS !
we are lousy =C

23may2009'

went shopping at mid valley ! NGEK !
i still remember where i took this pic at XD

27may2009

went study at uptown's starbucks !
AND FOUND THAT SHE HAS MOUSTACHE ONE !!!

30may2009
i forgot wat movie we watch XD
and then we had supper !

after supper we went the 24 hours mcd near ma house and

STUDY !

thanks for accompanying me sayang

i love pancake,
the super expensive pancake !
U JUST WAIT TILL I LEARN HOW TO MAKE ONE ! i wont pong chan u again !

we are happy happy seeing the sunrise and having the breakfast we love.
and then we did something fun after that which i'm so lazy to upload pic liao !

31may2009
it's BR DAY !!!

and we make ourselves happy by having IT !
can i have more on 31st again puhweeese ?
I MISS haagen dazz too !

I SO WANNA HAVE ICECREAM NOW !
and it's 4.50am !
I SHOULD HIT THE SACK BEFORE MA DAD WAKES UP !

I'll be back ! SOON !

April 2009

2009-07-09T06:45:00.000+08:00

BAH !!! I know it's 5am IN THE MORNING AND I AM STILL AWAKE !
I did not just woke up mind u , i didn't sleep at all BECAUSE I CANT SLEEP !
So many things are running through ma mind~

So back to the month of APRIL

4 APRIL 2009 YAMCHA with SIFU+HIPPO @ Starbucks, The Curve

Our all time favourite.

Act shy sia =..=

They are hyped after having their MOCHA !

She's always ma target for shooting funny pictures XD

Have to put up ma unglam shot also lo aboh ppl complain not fair~
sorry ladies this is the only unglam shot of me ! HAHAHAHA !
others were LENG ZAI SUNGGUH ! *cough*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA !

SHE HATES SIFU ! THIS CAN PROVE IT !

Always love being out with them,
they made ma day,
it was a moody day i still remember but they changed it 360degrees,
thank you.

YUMMY !

5 APRIL 2009

A cake that tell hell loads of stories that should be kept unknown.

6 APRIL 2009 - DINNER @ ASIA CAFE !

WAHAHAHA ! MA NEW TARGET TO BULLY !

I KNOW U MISS ME !

yummilicious and fatty food ! that's how sifu looks like after she swims ! HAHAHAHAHAHA !

8 APRIL 2009 - Shopping @ ONE UTAMA

Makan-makan baru ada tenaga shopping !
Had lunch @ Waffle world !

SHOPPING !!! Susu bought that shirt but i didn't ! MEH~!

Tengok how these 2 duduk =..=

We the SI-MAN human XD

Dinner @ DAORAE, Niuzexui

9 APRIL 2009 - SWIM SWIM @ KELANA JAYA SWIMMING POOL !

See they finding for sifu but she ffk us ! KAKAKA !

see that hippo swimming hippo style behind ! HAHAHAHA !

12 APRIL 2009 - YAMCHA @ PAVILION

with terry, THE INNOCENT ! XD
DON't ACT AS IF U DUNNO WAT's ON THE TABLE HOR !

13 APRIL 2009 - Dinner @ sorryiforgotthenameofplace, SUBANG

Don't bother to know the place,
food sucks to the bottom anyway !

14 APRIL 2009 - XiaoMei's Bday Party @ STEWART's (OLD) HOUSE !

Before that we went hunting for her bday present 1st !
YUMMILICIOUS HOMEMADE SANDWICH I HAD !

We bought her this.

Enjoying tv when the kitchen is getting ready

Kids-high over-food

HAHAHA ! SEE HOW HAPPPY SHE IS !

HAHA ! fairy with a broken horn !

Everyone wanna play with the hairband ! SEE how happy little monster is !
SHE EVEN SCREAMED WHEN POPO WEARED IT !
POPO U LOOKS GOOD IN IT ! U WAN A NEW HAIRBAND ?

And then it's the present opening session.

HAHAHAHAHA ! STEWART ! U DIDN't READ MA BLOG ONE HOR ?!! *runs*

15 APRIL 2009 ! BUSY BUSY DAY !

Help Stewart in taking photograph of his new house for measurement for interior design

and we went back home and sayang and me did CREAM PUFF !!!

ME HAPPY WITH MA CREAM PUFF !

See how happy little monster is ! RAWR !!!

U LITTLE MONSTER ! CHOOOSE FOOD OR ME !!!
she's the potential me in the future ! her pouts are so cute~~~

when she sees food,
she rushes to u ! HAHAHAHA !

OMG NOW I LOOKS LIKE GAM YU LOU ! XD
XIU MUI MUI U WANNA SEE GAM YU ONOT ?

at night, help in SUSU's assignment @ COFFEE BEAN, DESA PARK CITY

16 APRIL 2009- Continue to help susu in her assignment, same place.

i'm sorry me is not a coffee bean fans but that's the only choice there !
DESA PARK CITY SHOULD HAVE STARBUCKS !!!

17 APRIL 2009

oh ma new baby !

19 APRIL 2009- YAMCHA @ Island cafe, ss2 with sayang , terry dan lain lain ! too many to list out !HAHAHAHA !

20 APRIL 2009

Dinner with kawanku AH XIANG who came back from CHINA !

25 APRIL 2009- Sifu and Hippo went shopping at BANGSAR so i followed there !

OK FINE ! THEY SHOP AND I AM STUDYING AT THE STARBUCKS THERE CAN ?!!
CAUSE MA FINALS IS COMING BUT I WANNA GO BANGSAR ALSO MA!

Night time is chilling time !!!

Minum-minum @ JAYA ONE

Not yet drink also high liao !

*gulp gulp gulp*

END RESULT !

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA !!! REMINDS ME OF SIFU VERY MUCHIE !
SEE THIS IS WHY U SHOULDN't DRINK !
U LOST YOUR MIND YA KNOW CHILDREN !

26 APRIL 2009 - TKJ AND SHAREE's BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION !

didn't bring bbcam there so only has this cake smashing shot !

27 APRIL 2009 Lunch @ ajisen ramen , Sunway Pyramid !

29 APRIL 2009 - Lex birthday celebration @ Station 1, Kota Damansara

I AM FINALLY DONE WITH MONTH OF APRIL !
GOSH !!! Without realising it i actually went out almost everyday in the month of APRIL,
not including those without pictures !
NOW I THINK I AM ABLE TO SLEEP GUA ! it's 6.30 ALREADY !
if not...
I WILL BE UPDATING MAY ONE !

I'll BE BACK !

SOON!

MARCH 2009 !

2009-04-16T19:33:00.007+08:00

SURPRISE !!!
YEAH I AM BACK !
Feel weird blogging after months for not doing it !
I'm busy like a beeeeee now i'm free and bored mushroom start to grows!
I KNOW I KNOW it's only the 2nd day i finally can have a full 12 hours sleep but i am so not used to it now !
I prefer going trips and being busy than growing mushroom at home,
watching HEROES used to be omg so exciting but i don't know why i felt so lazy watching series now ... I'm turning from an indoor boy who afraid of the sun into a outdoor going to trips kind of guy now HAHA !

Since i've stopped from february now i'm gonna update from MARCH-NOW asap and abap( as briefly as possible) XD

March is the month of graduation,
attended 2 graduation in one month !

8 MARCH 2009 - Calvin's graduation @ KLCC Convention centre.

Attended calvin's graduation with stewart and joanne.
Attending graduation is like giving me a PUSH effect,
making me wanna be like them soon...
but now me maself is PROBABLY not going to attend ma own degree graduation =C
Am proud of him because i've seen the progress of him studying hard,
and finally he's graduated stepping into the working world now.

The food was great,
better than ma diploma graduation at least ! HAHA !
the desserts are CUTE !!!

Seeing this pic makes me miss ma long coloured hair !
I WANNA DYE HAIR !!!
YES NOW I HAVE SHORT BLACK HAIR !

9 MARCH 2009 - Dinner @ RAK THAI, Amcorp Mall.

The food were ALRIGHT,
only that the portion were quite small,
i only like TOMYAM ! YUM ! I LOVEEEEEE TOM YUM !

15 MARCH 2009 - Terry's GRADUATION ( with sweetheart)

After seeing audrey and terry getting their scrolls,
sweetheart and me decided to go out for a walk because it's FREEZING COLD inside !
we'll be frozen to death if we didn't leave.

We went around taking pictures and then waited for terry to come out from the hall.

After attending the graduation,
rushes back to attend class and saw THIS !

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA ! DON't KILL ME ADELEE ! XD

21 MARCH 2009
This is a busy busy day for me !
Attended Ron's performance @ ONE UTAMA

Dinner at BRISIK + STARBUCKS, JAYA ONE with ma happy family !
OH I MISS MA FAMILY SO MUCH !

Love the food and ambiance there !
i'm a spice eater so if u cannot take spicy food forget about getting there ok~
if u wanna feel the burning feeling in ur throat and that makes u happy (okfine this sounds crazy) U must go there !

we did it again !
the taukeh niao in BRISIK SHHHH+ed US ! HAHAHAA !
i think they are doing some interview outside or what and u know how loud we can be *near to breaking glasses*
and i don't think they have sound proof door for the rooftop dining !
maybe we should really dine open air next time ! XD

The happy family( complicated relationships)

This is so the colour of ma future house gonna be !
DON't U THINK ORANGE IS GORGEOUS !!!

I have gazillion pic of the yamcha session !
me being considerate of your connection not being able to load too many pic i suggest that u go add me in facebook and view those pic yourself !
of course it's more interesting with those funny comments in it no ? HAHA!

This is wat u call love ! *blushes*
i couldn't sleep that night because i'm too happy ! XD

23 MARCH 2009 STEWART's BIRTHDAY @ Bavarian Bierhaus, The Curve

Let's start with the beginning,
i've met a few new friends today ! wohoo ! XD

One is very sweet,
one is quite funny,
one can make many diff faces in her burst shots which makes me laugh ma ass off going through the pictures midnight,
one is cute and nice,

another one is a big bully !
ok fine she's not NEW ! HAHAHA ! XD

oh we are there to celebrate STEWART's 21st BIRTHDAY !

21st is a big leap to me,
an age where u are an adult,
you have to be independent and all,
but as far as i know stewart he already is very independent and i really look up to that point of his.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEWART,
hohoho this is like the 4th time i'm saying this to him already ! XD
May this big leap brings happiness to you,
and your wishes come true =)

Trust me i've never see other ppl being so happy over their birthday cake *beside ma mum that goes gugugaga over ALL her icecream cakes*,
most of them were like ok this is ma cake,
blow candle cut the cake and then everyone EAAAAAAAAT ~

but these guys are different !
they LOVE that icecream cake !
u'll see the pic how it looks like half way through everyone digging it. HAHAHA !

seeing other people happy is the most precious thing you can get in the world,
it's just like seeing a smile on those babies that made your day.

It was a yummilicious(loads of meat =X) and fun celebration !
can we have more ? HAHA !

“Fly free and happy beyond birthdays and across forever, and we'll meet now and then when we wish, in the midst of the one celebration that never can end.”
quoted from Richard Bach

FOOD WAS GREAT ! EVERY SINGLE DISH OF IT ! YUMMMMMM !!!

GOSH I CAN'T BELIEVE I TOOK SO MANY PIC AND ATTENDED SO MANY EVENT IN MARCH ! TIME FLIES !
NOW U HAVE SOMETHING TO READ BEFORE ME UPDATING THE MONTH OF APRIL- JUNE !
JULY IS COMING OMG !

February 2009

2009-03-31T17:24:00.000+08:00

I KNOW I KNOW !!!
I AM SUPPOSE TO BE UPDATING WAT HAPPENED IN MARCH BUT I'm only updating what happened in FEBRURARY !
GOSH TIME FLIES !!! I HAD SO MANY THINGS UP TO!
what more ma facebook album not yet finish updating ! WUWU !
ppl complaining already ~ ma line lousy la ish !
it took forever to upload the pictures...
why can't one day has 36 hours ???
Then i can SLEEP 12 hours ONLINE 12 hours and then DO ANYTHING ELSE for another 12 hours WOHOO !
ok maybe not =p
36 hours is too long ! HAHAHA !
bla bla bla i know u are thinking these are mere excuses and call me to cut the crap and show u beautiful pictures no ? HAHA !
ok this is ma FEBRUARY =)

7th February 2009
Sinyee and Poolim's farewell @

CAFE CHULO, JAYA ONE

while waiting and deciding whre to eat~
someone has loads of stoned picture today,
maybe it's the trend of the fashion world to photographs this way now XD

CAFE CHULO =)
nice ambiance,
me love rooftop dining ! HEHE !

while the ladies are deciding what to have for dinner ~

me does ma work professionally ! KAKAKA !

all the beautiful peoples
that beyonce must force force oni take pic de ! HAHHAHA !

random shots.

after our dinner,
we went camwhore camwhore camwhore (except beyonce which is camera shy)

spot who is not in the pic then u know who is beyonce la hor ! XD
while we are camwhoring !
we saw a beautiful view !
BACKGROUND WITH MOON !

big beautiful full moon~
ni wen wo ai ni you ji fen~
wo ai ni you duo shen~~~

yue liang dai biao wo de xin~~~ HAHAHAHA !

so gah hou yut yun ! HAHAHAHA !

after camwhoring and all~
someone was such a grown up and never had maggie soup before and another one wanna have roti canai BIASA before she left to australia,
so we went yamcha at KAYU, AMAN SURIA.

ho ma loves maggie soup,
jo bao loves roti canai BIASA only.

dan lain-lain yang still can have mamak anytime they wan XD

after that beyonce aka jo bao wanna play poker cards so we went back to hippo's house !

the bartender which is in rehab,
so we replaced alcoholic drinks with apple juice.
oh she didnt lose anyway xD

oh apple juice is the punishment ? who don't wanna win then ?
think twice ! XD

1st loser shalee which has chillie sauce and apple juice,
looks disgusting ! HAHAHAHA !

and then yours sincerely lost in the second round =..=
have to drink apple juice + some dunno wat powder you use to marinate your pork before u cook LO BAK !

i don't have to explain how it taste no ?
picture does tells a thousand words ! HAHAHA !

hohoho !
she lost so many times ok ! XD

CHENG CHENG CHENG !
LOOKS LIKE SHIT ! HAHAHAHAHA !
it taste good ok please !
it is suppose to be only oyster sauce and apple juice but then i accidentally poured too much and then sifu say to neautralized it she added pineapple tarts !
OMFG AND THEN IT TURNS OUT THIS WAY WHEN WE BLEND IT !
uek uek ! I PLAY SO HARD to make sure i didnt lose !
I ALMOST THOUGH THANK GOD ! HAHAHA !

(1) POSE
(2) she laughed so long ! it took her forever to even taste it not to say finish it ! HAHAHA !
(3) oh oh now she has one spoon of it !
(4) and then she rushes to the toilet and vomitted ! HAHAHAHAHA ! SO FUNNY !
(5) came back and complain it taste like rubbish! i dunno how rubbish taste like but she know maybe cause she eat rubbish before ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA !
OMG SO FUNNY ! no more this for punishment man i am so not gonna play ! XD

sha lee lost in the last round and she have to finish everything ! XD
all the apple juice ! lucky her ! HAHAHA XD

ma fav pic of the day

okok on the 15th of february which is the day after valentines~
Went and have tea time with terry

@ THE GARDENS, ONE UTAMA

it is almost the same with the concept used in FULLHOUSE,NIUZHEXUI

Terry was hungry so he had pasta and i had only some mushroom soup because it's only tea time what ! XD
the food was average.

woo~ leng zai sungguh !

omg omg omg !
please don't kill me ! HAHAHAHAHA!
YOU ARE MA BEST FREN YA KNOW BUT I CANT STOP MASELF FROM POSTING THIS CAUSE IT's NOT EASY TO HAVE SHOTS THAT LOOKS LIKE THIS OK XD

terry was very sweet to cheng me cupcakes
sedap sungguh !

after teatime head to MV to have dinner with relatives =)

Dinner @ ZUN EXPRESS , Mid Valley

oh oh they have loads of soup over there,
it's kind of open by YU YAN SANG so you have loads of healthy soup there !
chingyong ngam lei ah ! at night need so many times need to drink loads of this soup bou fan de ! XD

the table is too long and there are too many dishes i didnt take the individual pictures of the food !
THE FOOD WAS GREAT =)
i kind of like the noodles over there ~ let's have it again can ? XD

we went walking around the gardens too after dinner.

before heading home,
aunt says that the cendol at nyonya colour if i am not wrong is good !
gosh i forgot the name ! HAHA !

it taste exactly like the ones i had in MALACCA !!!
LOADS OF GULA MELAKA I LIKE !

and most of them had ABC.

i love the batiks and the painted stools !
they are so adorable !

Aunt has been taking care of me since i'm such a naughty little boy that loves to run around their house,
till date she still motivates me and guides me,
she deserves the respect and love i had for her,
thank you big aunt =)

GRACE JIEJIE !!!
was someone who sayang me so much since kid !
we had so many pics taken together last time ( how i wish i have those scan into ma pic now),
we kind of still keep in touch now thanks to facebook ! HAHA !
happy working grace jie jie ! SEE YOU SOON ^^

22.2.2009
Went and watch SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE at PAVILION

had tea time before movie starts,
it was a great movie though,
knowing that what you gone through and learn through life is more than wat u can get from books and all .
he's better than lawyers and doctors how's that ? HEHE !

oh it's their anniversary though !
i've been their loyal customer(visitor) since the 1st week they are open to public !
they shall award me ! HAHAHAHAHA !
time flies la it has been a year already and it's uncountable times i go all the way there just to wander around.
It brought me so many memories,
carat club is one of the wonderful ones,
i miss their supermisu ! HUHU.

23022009

had dinner @ Nyonya Colours again(i think, i cannot recall the name la) , ONE UTAMA

didn't bring bbcam out !
this is only taken by handphone ! HEHE !
still loves their panted stools XD

24.02.2009

woke up and cook !
brunch with love is delicious ! ♥

28.02.2009
teman kawanku terry curry find blazer for his graduation around KL AREA,
and then had dinner @

PEPPER LUNCH, PAVILION

i know pavilion again right ?!!
i told i can be awarded already lorh ! HAHAHA !
i passed by this restaurant but not interested to go in because there is no crowd there is one time they have only one pathetic customer and i always thought

no customer=not nice=don't even have to try=let's go another restaurant

terry wanted to try so why not ?

ended up it's out of ma expectation,
it's GOOOOOOOD =)
never judge a restaurant by the amount of customer anymore ! HAHA !

There's this ferari function at carat club !

SPOT MA DRIVER's CAR ! *since i don't drive manual i can't say one of them is mine*
HAHAHAHA !
gosh why cannot have AUTO ONE MEH !

on the way home...
saw this moving clouds behind klcc and took a few shots,
non edited and still gorgeous =)

That's my february,
nothing much happened though~HAHA!
may you have a great april ahead !
BR has 31cent per scoop offer ! REALLY ONE ONOT ?!!
OMG I WANNA HAVE BR ! WOHOO !

*rushes to upload march pictures before it start compiling again*

Honghongtan♥